Why Can't I Stop?

If I could just stop 

This would all be okay

I wouldn't sit around

Wasting my day

Hoping you'll decide

To talk to me

I wouldn't wonder

Why you didn't see 

If I could just stop

Then I'd be happy

I wouldn't wonder why

You've ignored me lately

Walking straight past

Not looking my way

Filling my mind with words

I would never say

If I could just stop

Then I'd be free

Infatuation

Would be far from me

I wouldn't wish

That you were here

I could sleep well

If it all were clear