Hard

It's hard in life when one has unrealistic expectations, because they obviously won't come true, yet you still have the slight hope that they will. You'd think I'd be able to learn and stop setting myself up for failure, yet I continue to do it. Maybe it's because having the hope feels good, at least for the moment. The hope gives you happiness, for that specific amount of time, yet in the end just leaves you cold and saddened. I should learn to move on and find joy in more realistic ways, yet somehow I can't get myself to move on. I'm stuck with these unrealistic thoughts of hope, and at this moment, I don't mind.